Friday, December 12, 2003

The Wrong Me

The Wrong Me

I thought you’d be the one
Who’ll stay and never leave
The hoe that soon
Will be my one and only boo
…but I was wrong

I thought that you’d give me a chance
To show you what I’ve got
To show you my nice side
To show you how I really feel
…but I was wrong

I thought there’d come a time
That I’d be tha luckiest kid around
Who’ll ride beside you inside your wheels
And drive me crazy over your love
…but I was wrong

I thought all of these
Would come into reality
But as into the real world,
I am really wrong about…
…fallin’ inluv with you

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Friday

Friday

I saw you last Friday of November
But it was usually incomplete
Because I didn’t have enough time to chat with you
Though I already think of you no more
Since I saw you again, I realized that I missed you

I saw you again, the Friday of December
Where I’m already expecting
Time seeing you is just waste and impossibility
But many things happened to have a reason
That you’ll see me and tell me stories of what’s up with you now

I’m not sure that I’ll see you again
Or maybe got to talk with you for long
Next Friday or those coming Fridays
I don’t have the power to make these true
But I’m hoping for these to happen in reality

Monday, December 08, 2003

Addict

Addict

I don’t need to be stoned
‘cuz you’re the reason why
I can’t sleep at night,
Can’t eat every meal and loss my appetite
I don’t need some jutes,
Nor cocaine, joint or blunt
‘cuz you’re the reason why
I got to fly so high
Ecstacy is not a need for me
Whenever you’re around,
Come near me, talk to me
and my batteries wouldn’t drain

I don’t need to take drugs
‘cuz you’re already enough
to make me high and satisfied…
there would be no side effects
‘cuz I know it’s safe to use you as a drug.
I don’t care if they’d say I’m addict,
‘cuz I’m really an addict,
I’m so addicted to you,
Addicted to use a drugs like you

I don’t have to roll and light up a ganja,
Puff it up and pass it to a friend.
I don’t want to puff the real ganja
‘cuz I want you to be the hemp
I’ll be puffin’ and smokin’ up
And just forget about passing it to a friend
I can change cannabis sativa
To 1-4-3 like a scientific word for those
I’ll try to leave that pot
And find a way and spot in your heart

You’re the plant I planted in my life
And you’re the leaf that grown in my heart
I want you to be the doobie doo of my life
‘cuz you are the perfect drug I’ve ever loved,
the perfect drug that I have knew

-most abused masterpiece i made.

Sunday, November 09, 2003

Stay with me

Stay with me

Stay with me until the sun goes down,
Until my eyes close and my pants got dirty
Don’t leave me alone here, together with the dried leaves
Falling down the old tree that we used to stay

Stay with me until Spanky comes,
The show ends and the clock strikes at 12
Don’t leave me alone if you’re with someone,
Left me at that side, talk with myself alone all night
Stay with me until I got my own car,
Afford myself a house and have my own band.
Be with me until I throw away Batman,
Spend more time with me,
Until I learn a lot of things from you

Stay with me until the sun sets up,
Until I go to school,
Until my pens ink run out,
Until the last song ends.
Be there until my dreams end.
Wake me up and make me realize
That it’s only a fairy tale that I’m wishing could happen

Tama na! -2la?

Tama na!

Naglalakad patungong eskwela
Napalingon don at nakita
Basura’t dumi kung sansan nakakalat
Tinapo’t hinagis ng mga tao sa lansangan

Pagsakay ko ng jeepney
Pagtingin ko sa tubig,
Ubod ng itim at dumi
Na dati rati’y malinaw at malinis

Mahuhuli na ‘ko sa klase
Pano naman ubod ng trapik!
Ang rungis ko na pagpasok sa eskwela
Pano lahat ng usok sa daan na sa akin na

Kailan matatapos?
Kailan mauubos?
Mga ganitong senaryo
Sa ‘king kinatatayuang mundo

Tama na, tigil na!
Masyadong wala sa oras
Mahuhuli na pala ko sa class ko
Kaya tama na reklamo, tama na kwento

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Araw ng Huwebes

Araw ng Huwebes

Naghihintay sa wala
Nagmumukhang tanga
Wala manlang akong alam
Na umuwi ka na pala

Umalis ka, ‘di manlang nagpaalam
‘di ka manlang bumusina
sa pagdaan nyo sa ‘ming tambayan
na malapit lang sa may labasan

hinihintay kitang dumaan
hindi kase kita nakita kaninana
lungkot tuloy ako nung nalaman ko na
umuwi’t umalis ka na pala

nagulat ako nung tinanong ko si shoti
alas syete na pala kayo umuwi
nakalimutan ko nga pala kanina
coding pala kayo tuwing araw ng huwebes

-unang tula para kay 22t

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

Pulang Lobo

Pulang Lobo

Pulang lobo
San ka tutungo?
Sa pinanggalingan,
Bakit ka lumisan?

Umalis ka sa kamay ng isang musmos
Na iniwan mong umiiyak doon
Hindi ka manlang naawa
At lumisan nang walang bahala

Tumakas sa mundo,
Lugar na magulo
San ka papunta?
Kung ika’y lilisan

Paalam na lamang sa’yo,
Sana’y magkita pa rin tayo
Ako, dito lang, mananatili,
Maghihintay sa ‘yong pagbalik

Saturday, May 10, 2003

Kagabe

Kagabe

Nakita kita kagabe
Naglalakad sa isang tabe
Na may kasamang balake
Na syang kasama mo buong gabe

Nakita ko pa kayong nakaupo
Nag-uusap at nagtatawanan pa kayo
Lalapitan ko sana kayo
Pero mukhang ‘di a kailangan yon

Di napigilan ang sarili
Hindi ako nakatiis
Ako’y naglakas loob lumapit
Sinubukang kamustahin ka kahit sandali
Pero mabilisang lingo’t tingin
Nakuha ng batang makulit

Sana

Sana

Sana malaman mo na halos maloka ko kaiisip sayo,
Sana magawa ko lahat mapatunayan ko lang yung dapat,
Minsan, sinana ko tuloy na marami akong pera’t oras,
Kahit alam kong hindi mahalaga sayo,
Para lang madalas tayong magkita…

Sana naging tulad ako ng kasama mo ngayon,
Para nung una pa lang, nagkaalaman na tayo
Baka hindi ka na masaktan muli pagnagkataon…

Sana magkaron ka na ng oras at panahon sa akin
Kahit sandali lang…
Sana maisip mo manlang kahit minsan,
May isa ritong nag-aaksaya pa ng panahon
Kakahintay, ka-aabang sayo…

Sana dumating din yung oras kung san,
Isama mo na ko sa mga pangarap mo,
Isama mo na din ako pati sa mga dasal mo,
Masabi ko na lahat ng gusto kong sabihin,
Magawa ko na lahat ng gusto kong gawin,
Malaman mo lang ang dapat mo sanang malaman
Pero mukhang malabo
Mga sanang aking sinasana

Sayang lang aking mga sana
Kaya huling sana sasabihin ‘kong ito
Sana makalimutan na kita
Para sana ‘di na ko masaktan ulit

Friday, May 09, 2003

Sleepy little gurl -poem

Sleepy Little Gurl

Lil’ gurl, why do you look so low?
Facing the table sleeping,
With the loud and happy night
Full of glad people around

Supportive friends surrounds you
Still you’re down sleeping low
While unknown images and sounds
Runs through your sleeping mind

You stopped me with what I’m doing
Making your world so disturbed
All I could say was sorry
That made our eyes looked each other

With my lousy words
Funny for them, irritating for others
But seeing you laugh and smile at those
Made me happy and complete

I was relieved and enlightened
Problems and worries were forgotten
And a big chance was felt
With the feeling I gave you that night

Monday, March 31, 2003

Dearniele

Dearniele

Natapos ang pasukan
Nang hindi tayo nag-uusap
Maraming pagkakataon ang nagdaan,
Marami ding oras ang lumipas,
Pero marami ding naging rason,
Kung ba’t ‘di mo ako dapat kausapin

Hindi ko gets kung anong prublema mo
Bakit hindi mo ako pinapansin
Basta alam ko, pinaramdam ko sayo
Na hindi na kita mahal
Simula nung naging magkaklase tayo

Tinago ko feelings ko
Kahit labag sa loob ko,
Pinilit ko na ring kalimutan ka
Kahit mahirap gawin
Dahil yon ang makakabuti sayo diba?

Kahit ilang buwan nang lumipas
Nung huli kitang inisip at inalala
Di ko man pansin, na-miss pa rin kita
Para ko tuloy niloloko sarili ko,
Pahirapan ang sariling magpanggap,
Kahit mahirap, para lang makalimutan ka

WWW

What Went Wrong?
WWW

Wait! Don’t turn your back on me
I know you’ll get irritated
When it comes to me
But please stop and listen
Because there’s something I have to tell you

I know you’ve hated me before
I just don’t know if you still,
I tried to forget you before
Don’t worry, I did!
I tried to stay away from you
Though it’s kinda hard for me at first

I don’t know what went wrong
Many people hated you since then
But there you go running through my head again
I still can’t explain what went wrong

But still I’m thinking
What’s wrong with me?
I’m beginning to look at you every class hours,
I’m beginning to look for you when you’re not around,
I started to be happy again and again
When its you and me together in a group
Tell me, is there something wrong?
Or it’s just my imagination jerkin’ around again

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Maling hinala

Maling Hinala

Ilang buwan tayong
‘di nagkita‘di ko man sabihin
pero feel ko pa rin na namimiss na kita
lagi ko ngang binibilang ang araw
kung kailan ba uli tayo magkikita

‘di na ko makapaghintay
kase gusto na talaga kita Makita
kampante na nga loob ko
na makakapag-usap tayo kahit saglit

pero mali ang hinala ko
napatunayan ko na din na
mahirap kapag hindi ka importante,
binabaliwala, kaya’y dinedeadma

nagmumukha lang akong tanga
parang nasasayang lang oras ko
lagi ko pang iniisip noon, gabi-gabi
kung na-miss mo din kaya ‘ko kahit minsan

pero mali ang hinala ko
ayoko nang umasa’t magmukhang tanga
pagkat oras ko’y nasasayang lang
ayoko nang mag-emote at maghintay
ayoko nang mangarap at magmahal
masyado itong taliwas sa totoong buhay
hanggang dito na lang talaga ako

Last Words

Last Words

This would be the last time
that I’ll be seeing you for a while
so please give me a chance
to talk with you even for an hour

I heard you’re already leaving
and would stay far for good
Why do you have to leave?
leave everything for your own good

Having you invisibly around
makes my life so cold and mis’rable
What more if you’re a thousand miles far?
What do you think would happen to my life?

I know you never dared to miss me
don’t even care and think about me
but I do hope there’d come a time
that you’d come to think and care about missing me

All I can say is goodbye
the only word that I know
you’re expecting to hear from me
I can’t extend and make them long
‘cause I know you’ll just ignore
the things I really wanted to say

Loco

Loco

Hindi maalis sa aking isip
Ang ‘yong magagandang ngiti
Naiwan na sa ‘king isipan
Puso kong puno ng kagalakan

Hindi na kita makalimutan
Natutulala sa isang tabi pag naaalala ka
Nangingiti pag nakikita kita
Dehins maintindihan ang nadarama

Kailan kita mahahagkan?
Kailan kita mahahalikan?
May pag-asa pa kaya?
O hanggang panaginip na lamang

Ako’y hindi mapalagay
Isip di matuon sa isang bagay
Siguro gusto kita
Pero ayoko sabihing mahal kita

Magulong Mundo

Magulong Mundo
Mundo, mundo
Kung san ako narito
Mapayapa noon,
Ngunit ano na ngayon?

Mundong ginagalawan
Nasa’n nang nakaraan?
Dating tahimik na pulo,
Ngayo’y ubod na ng gulo

Mula sa mga pahayagan,
Hanggang sa batikusan,
Nangyayaring kaguluhan
Ang syang pinag-uusapan

Tigil na, tama na
Masasamang balita
Sana matapos na
Mundong puno ng kaguluhan

Sunday, March 09, 2003

Pigilan mo ko Mangarap -plagiarized poem

Pigilan mo ‘ko mangarap

Pigilan mo ‘ko mangarap
Dahil pag-iibigan natin ay ‘di pelikula
Sisikat ang araw, lulubog ang buwan
Hanggang dun na lang talaga ako

Pigilan mo ‘ko mangarap
Dahil ‘di ko kayang limutin ka
Sa pagsikat ng araw, paglubog ng buwan
‘di kayang dayain, hiyaw ng isip ko

Pigilan mo ‘ko mangarap
Dahil taliwas ito sa totoong buhay
Sumikat na ang araw, lumubog nang buwan,
Nilunok ko nang katotohanang ‘di mo ‘ko mahal

Saturday, March 08, 2003

Madilim nyang Mundo

Madilim nyang Mundo

Di ako makatulog kagabe
Gising pa rin ako pasado alas dose
Sa bintana ako’y napatingin
At may nakitang bituin
Sa gitna ng dilim

Pinagmasdan ko ang nag-iisang bituin doon
Baka sakaling ako’y makatulog
Ngunit bigla ‘tong nawala’t
Tila natakpan ng makapal na ulap

Hinintay kong lumabas muli ito
Pero natagalan bago lumabas ‘to
Hinanap ko sya sa gitna ng dilim
At natuwa nang nakita syang muli

Pero hindi rin nagtagal
Natakpan muli sya ng ulap sa kalangitan
Nainip ako sa matagal nyang pagkawala
Naisip ko na siguro sumama na sya sa mga ulap
Para ‘di na sya ulit maiwan mag-isa

Saturday, March 01, 2003

Pramises

Pramises

Pramis ko sayo,
Susundin ko lahat ng demand mo,
Hindi ako pasasaway sayo
Kahit makulit akong bata,
Hindi kita bibigyan ng prublema

Pramis ko sayo,
Di kita lolokohin,
magiging sincere ako sayo
Di kita paiiyakin at sasaktan,
At hinding-hindi din kita iiwan

Pramis ko sayo
Hindi kita aawayin,
Pagpapasensyahan’t iintindihin kita,
Magiging open at honest ako,
Hindi din kita pababayaan

Lahat yan ok pag naging tayo
Kaya lang, sabi nila
Pramises are made to be broken
Totoo man o hindi, matupad ko man o hindi,
Ibubuhos ko lahat ng effort ko
Mapasaya ka lang, kahit alam kong taken ka na

Pramis ko sa sarili ko
Pipilitin ko nang kalimutan ka
Kaya lang, hindi ko natupad yon
‘di ko nakayanang kalimutan ka…
naubos nang effort ko gawin yon
kaso, ayaw pa rin talaga, pano mahal pa rin kita

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

So wasted

so wasted

why m i still waiting?
for the right time to tell you that u've got me
and i already fell

why m i still waiting?
for the right time
to tell u this dude!
u already got me hooked!

i bumped,crashed and fell,
without u catching me,
i was wounded and i'm bleeding,
cryin' cuz it really hurts

why m i still waiting?
for u to cure me
when i already knew,
that i can never have you

but i never thought
that my time is short
things went wrong,
then it's too late before i knew,
someone already owns you..

-chi